I now fully trust that I was simply meant to extract what highly benefits me, and discard whatever doesn’t, the way I’ve been doing with all outer teachers that show up in my awareness-whether people, readings, videos, etc. Prior to this insight, I did wonder a few times why I wasn’t drawn to join Teal’s spiritual community since I enjoyed watching a lot ( but not all) of her YouTube videos that were very helpful. I realized that my intuition ( Master Teacher within) had served me very well when I had absolutely no desire to join the Teal Tribe. I’m very grateful that I went to this event despite some of the not so pleasant vibes that I experienced. I wanted to think positive, so I chose to trust that she was intending for her or us to ground higher energies into that place but I don’t know for sure. I also wondered why she chose a church for the location of this event when she has clearly spoke against the church and other religions that are mostly fear-based. While at Barbara Marciniak’s first and last event (at least for me)- though I still respect and admire her for a few of her books from back in the 90’s–Barbara talked about negative entities taking over another’s body ( a topic I don’t like to focus on too much) and I instantly had a flashback of the moment that I wondered if that had happened to Teal since she lookedthe same as her videos ( but better), but strangely didn’t feellike the same being. I even wondered at one point if Teal’s body had been hijacked by another entity that wasn’t so loving.Īfterall, Teal had said some BULL$h!+ that was obvious she was trying to instill fear in others, which seemed so unlike her. Surprisingly, Teal did seem really cold and unapproachable half of the time throughout the three-day event. I have no doubt that Teal is very capable of expressing this loving, compassionate, and warm aspect of her to her followers and team members. I wondered if that has anything to do with her not embracing and integrating this aspect of self because it still feels foreign to her (i.e., her mentioning at this event that her own mother doesn’t even come to her events, which probably revealed her lack of support for Teal). Teal mentioned in one of her videos that people are often disappointed in her because they’re expecting a mother-like nourishing type of vibes from Teal, but she stated that it’s not her. Granted, I did share comments for these videos to let her know how jacked up she was being towards them just in case she wasn’t aware of it. I’ve even seen her treat her team members this way in a few of her YouTube videos, but gave her a benefit of a doubt that she purposely did so with loving intentions. Teal’s volunteers, certain hard-core followers (one who was very obsessive), and her team members- besides Blake and the Latino female who seems to be the motherly figure to Teal, telling her to count down when Teal was panicking backstage-had a vibrational frequency that seemed very passive and desperate, like sheep anxious about a nearby threat.Īnd Teal’s vibrational frequency at times seemed like an aggressive wolf who treated her team members as inferior to her- the dominant tone she used when she talked to them-though she managed to conceal it well by occasionally shouting out to her team in a cheerful way (I think it was, “Go power rangers!”). The best way I can describe the ambience of this place, as well as Teal and her team, was that it reminded me of the opposite of Light and Love at times. However, the feelings I experienced those three days, at this event, made me realize that perhaps those who came to this conclusion weren’t completely full of $h!+. I’ve come across several readings in the past about Teal Swan and her team being a cult, but I just brushed it off at the time because I thought they were just judging what they feared (the unknown). Teal Swan’s The Mirror workshop was the first major spiritual event I’ve ever experienced besides the tiny room event shared in post, “The Lesson of the So-Called Bad Personality” under subtitle, “ An Unexpected Experience at the Bill Foss Akashic Records Event” and Barbara Marciniak’s small event, that were both held in Sedona. The following is an update and excerpt from the post, “ Light & Dark Experiences from a Trip to NYC, Especially Teal Swan’s The Mirror Event” under subtitle, “The Strange and Intriguing Vibes of Teal Swan’s The Mirror Event/Workshop”:
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